After all, i found out many people doesn't use good about the word F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Me too, perhaps. Recently, i've seen a few ppl who actually uses their friend. Many ppl make friends just because their hot,sexy,..?? Yeah,but not us.Lol. We don't call friends to great parties to show off to ppl we have sexy friends,but it's just dat friends are just THAT GREAT when we're together. And after the fun we had together, we'll still have fun together the next great party. Not like SOME, they hang out with ppl depending on their popularity, then when those sexy frens not around, they'll just go to those shitty ones(like us) and say "hey wads on??" then invited themselves to join in. Huh?WTF. The next day, they don even remember who we are. Or next, they uses frens to know MORE frens. After this, the circle of frens grow bigger.By hanging out with them,talkin shits, betrayin them wadeva. After that, they'll dump the first fren. Haih. Speechless lo. Lucky me. I love my current friends, i don use them for those bitchy reasons. I DONT. I hope we are true frens, now and forever=)

**IMPORTANT!!!You are NOT the person of the above mentioned people.NOT

This week crammed up by nites out.Yeah,and yep..maybe its not THAT much outings but you all know.. parents are always strict.And i'm havin trouble tellin my parents. I always inform them last minute so they can say nth. Just told my mum bout fay's bday.Haha.Bye
Lame post

Saturday, a substitute pe teacher came to take over mr yee,who went to some shits. Heard dat the new tcher can 'menilik' very well.Haha. Im gonna ask him the comin sat=) Then recess, bought mee from canteen, omg i finished it.Haha. Mj was shocked too. Em it's not that i cant finish a pack of food, but..i seldom can in school cs it's too early too early to eat these Big food.My mee:
Then after school we waited for our car to came, everyone's goin out to buy present for sofia, dress to wear on fay's ......But for me,i cnt follow=( have to go studio. At the same time, we went on averyl's car to take a lil ss:

Yep. Then an aunty came fetch me. Went to studio. See the pic. They were talkin bout strategy of dancing..Haha. I was too tired, so i went playin with my camera:

Then i reached home at 5. Bathed and got ready. Went to Sofia's bday party:

Twister:

Me.Lol:

Another twister by them:

Then we watched ah long pte ltd.For me it's the third one. But still laughed my ass off. But din took any pics cs there were too many ppl.ss-ed with averyl.Kinda too dark?Haha:

I think this was 'lights-off' during the cake time:

Lights on after that.Lolol:

After lots of fun, when almost everyone left, Sofia opened her presents. Cool oh.I wan:

Then i was left alone=( Haha cs i'm sleeping over in sofias house as my mum don wanna fetch me-she has her own party dat time. We slept at 2am, cs we played, talked, online see lookin at bitches?? No ba..Morinng woke up at 7am. Using good of the mirror:

Then i followed sofia to her church. Then decided to go for SHOPPING!Yay. After lots of buying and shoppin,then we saw this. Available in two very right size-for me and sofia. So we bought this.YAYAY.The next outing we'll be wearin this:
Yes i know the hand part is way too long for me.Lol.Nvm. I don even care so who cares.Haha:

We also bought a pair of same shoes. Its very cute.=) Then bought a lot of things, after that headed to city mall. Bought a lil too. Total expenses:RM 200.Okok la.Better than the last one,rm300. My family was there. Dad gave me another 200. Haih.I feel bad, but i use another Rm 50 again.STOP. Went to Hana later bringin sofia. She was afraid of my family and so called meijin to come. When mj arrived, off they went shoppin. Got hme and on the com. Wow.Everyone was like talkin bout fay's party, and i took this for Averyl-the dress i, wearin. Ok ba, its very china- beng. Wat to do. My others are too short,or too long=(

What a long girly post.Haha=D 12.40 now. So late ord.Only sleep 4 hours today.Nites.

So this is the pictures i wanted to upload on friday when my computer went cacated. Just some sleepigs in class.

too tired perhaps

sleep #1
sleep #2

sleep #3

then..sleep together and dunno wads this,high-ing or wat?

I've got some nice pics i took from school,but halfway i upload, suddenly cacat cnt upload anymore. WTH.

And today in school,was fun. Kind of. Em..we actually did something bad. We created some fake information, that STTSS is organizing a swimmin competition. So we wrote on a piece of so-real paper(those recycles paper ttss always use) and paste on the notice board, where everyone will see it when they go look bout their club info's. BTW we saw so may ppl was lookin at the note,they're INTERESTED!!We wrote " People interested please find tian cai" Fuck shit.I know it's really fucky. Scared too. Hey ppl, this is a secret between bloggers k? Read here and forget it now. I'll be so dead if tian cai found it. And some of you quite close with his bro? Jus keep it here.Haha *wait did i over-spilt this thing??tell me if i am.im scared pls

And in canteen, we shouted and pushed like hell. But like what Averyl says " who cares??". We're just trying to have fun when we stil can, stil together, before it's too late......=(

Yesterday stole three choco buns from bread stall; the day before stole a can of sweetened milk from the laksa stall(stephen promised to make caramel for us with the milk haha)..I'm not a thief. Just em..who cares??Haha.Lame

Tomorrow will be Sofia's party. I helped much though=) Supplying table cloth.Haha. And Sofia wanted me to find the cable for dvd player..She said it looks " yuan tou yuan wei" (means the front and back part is round)..Lol. But i go look for mine its " sou tou sou wei" ( skinny one,get it??)And it's gonna be fun tomorrow!! I'm sleeping-over at her house cs my mum don wanna fetch me--she has a party out there too!!Whoa.

Will post the pics maybe sunday.=D

Damn these days i do feel like blogging,and have thought about topics. But when i come to the computer, i just feel so tired and sleepy. Esp my eyes, is really suffering. Maybe these days i just sleep too late. I wanna sleep early today.10.15 now. Nites.

Today was fun. Skipped school and watched basketball competition at school. Interesting match they have huh. Haha. Stayed at basketball court the whole day except for computer class and book-keeping. But needa sacrifice though, became so dark. Wth. Evening watched MN vs TTSS. The match supposingly to start at 3 but don't know what happened it started at about 4. Waited there like dumb watchin those balls sweatin like shit. Lastly, MN lost to TTSS by 51-74. Have to say MN is very very good as TTSS kinda sot. I got blind how they shoot the basketball with just a hand like playing toys huh?=) Was at the bball court so long, but took only a very little pics which was Han and Principal...

Go Han Relax..
Pook him-mr.tsen
Kick his ass!

Now, everyone's gonna have fun tomorrow watchin the finals. TTSS vs Lok Yuk and Kian Kok vs MN, for guys..Fine la..i'll not be there cs im goin to Miri. Wth.hell. Sad and bored. Gonna miss the match and hang out with a bunch of freaky childrens.ARGH!! Whats the point of goin up to the plane waking up so damn early 5 am tomorrow and come back on Sunday 3 pm?? I guess just to miss the fun-ness ah? Okay..i got too freaky with the bball??Nop.. I just wanna watch for nth.
Yer, got so bored. Needa pack things..I'm so gonna just bring a set of shirt and GO!

Chapter 38

CHAPTER 38

featuring of realism,pessimism,and the dearth of hope

-It's like there's people snatching my glory everywhere i go

-Having a meaningless life,doing everything without direction

-Feel's like nothing's going right,it's like one single person causes the disruption of my entire plans and all

-Seeing so many people hooking up right now is just god damn phony

-Let the true nature of human selfishness be unveiled

-Dreams,hopes,impossibilities...Doing stuff that against my belief

-Everything's changing,nothing's same anymore

-This is just a phase of life,or is it something we tell ourselves just to convine others that we'll be okay?

-Life is still precious without ~ ?

-I've tried, I've failed. Well, Einstien had many tries at solvin his experiments didn't he?

-Swear over your dead body you never have any sort of infatuations for ~

-But thats life

-Couldn't afford to go for ~, but don't want to erase my memory

-Since the day it started, nothing's going to be the same again

-Now,I've lost my way,I've no direction

-It was all blank all this while. that I was only giving without receiving

-Forgive me I lost my mind, again

-We're all the puppets of fate, tempt it on your own, and you'll end up finding yourself closer to your doom

Woke up at 6:30.Got bowling competition remember?When i reached centre, the whole centre was like empty...It wasn't as koyak as i thought it would.Cos the first game i did quite well, till the small incident happened, which was me, thrown in the wrong lane, then have to ask ppl come and fix the point..The whole second game i only got like em 24/300...oh no=( But after me and Hajar talked bout some interesting topic, i became better. The third game was fine. Finished at bout 12:00. Stephen came up to meet us.Took some pictures.

The Ai bowlers Show-off our bowling!Pose suggested by me.Haha Mei jin wanna strike us!!

Then met Robert,bought Han's present then went to the mamak stall to eat. I din eat any cos i don really like the place..

Stephen-me-Robert

Tian Cai arrived..Eat and took photo-sticker.And rush up to watch 'Definitely.Maybe' at 1:55

In the lift=)

Met up with like 25 ppl from ren and ai.Some ppl din buy tickets.So we just curi masuk lo

Woo hoo!!Two rows of us

Was fun=D

After movie,kinda bored.Then all of us split up cs many ppl wanna buy present for the bday party at nite.So we went to Secret with Tian cai.Then suddenly went off but call him back to take pictures.He brought some seniors along.

Seniors

After they went,then other ppl came to meet.

Rens

Then zu zu and john came again.

Boys vs Girls

Mei jin

Walked to centre.Still have bout two hours. Walked around there..we were bored so we went to fun square to fake drive.lol

Woo hoo

Walked again.Sat down at Mc donald.I went up to buy a shirt as my shirt i was wearing got some shits

Costs me RM69.90.And the size doesnt reli suit me

Phew,lastly to Soho for Han's bday

Averyl and Stephen

Food

Us

This part is a lil....Condoms~~Cos they give Han as bday present. Suggested to have a look.

Packing

Ahem

Oh no

Nono..yeeee..

Gosh. Testing

Ian blowed it too.

After that went to k box with few ppl. They went in and out.So the room was like never more than 5 ppl. Lolol. Then something happened but would be quite long if i write it.So i'll just skip it. Went to dad's restaurant after and a staff send me home. Reached at 11:30. On the com and bath till now.Got fuckin tired.

Have Science, Econ test tomorrow again.. Plus moral project, bm oral script, sejarah workbook...Haven't even touched Science book.I'll study at school then. Fuck wish me luck.Nites

Hell.Today,went to try out for bowlings as i got inter-class competition tomorrow,which i joined just for fun. And found up something!!,i'll gonna koyak in front of the school bowlers tomorrow! I din knew i suck at bowling, till today when my marks was like --/--/--/-3/-9/12/20/----.Even in front of those don-know-who-they-are i already feel sooo koyak.Oh no. Sure i cant sleep tonite.

Also took photo-sticker.But stupid me only choose one pic and press 'ok'.Sorry...Quite nice also. This is the 'weird' post.
Zoom to the 'weird' post.Yeah quite blur..but i kinda like this pic.
And bought a nike plain t-shirt.=)

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Here goes my for plan tomorrow: Bowling competition > K Box > Han's Birthday

Got a lil scared.Not for the bowling,but the k box.Omg we're calling tc.How many times have we koyak in front him...If i koyak another time...shit la lol

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This was pictures we took last friday,in photograpy club. I love these pictures.It's like so artistic huh??=) Title for each pic:

Conflicts between secondary school students

Em..dunno.Maybe the guy suffered from girls around him?

We Were Rens